This week has been challenging for me. Every day I know exactly what I need to get done and what I want to get done. The problem is the 2 usually clash and in my mind everything NEEDS to get done. In order to get everything done, I don't enjoy myself, I rush, and I stress myself out. Not fun right? Every once in a while I like to take a look at my life and reevaluate. Sometimes I get so stuck in the to-do lists and craziness of running my whole career for the most part single handedly, I forget whats important. I've made a pre- new years resolution to relax and enjoy where I am all the time. I don't want to go so fast and realize that 5 years, 10 years, etc have gone by and I have no memory of those years other than stress. I realize that being productive and self motivated is a key in this industry, and for any level of success, but that and insanity are 2 different things! I catch myself getting overwhelmed and I just have to take a breathe and say to myself " If this doesn't get done right now, tonight, will my life be over?" The answer 85% of the time is NO. It could be done another time, or later. This has been my biggest struggle with myself, especially as my career moves faster. So between now and my next post, THIS is what needs to happen. I need to be in each and every moment, live, enjoy and have fun with every step of this journey.
This past week I got an awesome new studio set up and recording equipment. I am so excited to be able to record myself and make so much more music! Im still learning it all, because its some high tech stuff, but I'm thinking in these next couple weeks I will have it down!
This week is going to be powerful, so many new opportunities in my life, a new mindset ;), and I'm constantly showered with love. I am feeling very grateful for everyone in my life and my amazing fans who show me that what I'm doing is appreciated, and they encourage me every day. I love each and every one of you!